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Wednesday, August 21, 2013

8/21 - different, yet destructive

So I'm going to stop putting all my food here for a bit, but I'll share my net daily calories each day... I'm gonna try tacking with myfitnesspal again and see if it works at all. I feel like I ate SO much today.
But now this evening, I got destructive. My net calories will be about 2200 for the day (3400 total)...but I've gotta get a grip!

I've been searching for validation in all the wrong places. Today is officially 4 years and one month since PC broke up with me (and then "hurt me" in October)...I feel SO undesirable. I'm in the best shape I've been in a LONG time...but I can't seem to find anyone who wants me for anything more than sex...well, nobody that I'm actually attracted to. It is really troubling.
Major fat kid status today...back to the grind tomorrow.

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