Today marks the first of what I hope will be a huge shift in my world. I went in to my doctor appointment to go over my full blood panel results. Just as we saw both in 2015 and a few weeks ago, I have no progesterone (0.13 & should be 3-20) and very low testosterone (15 & should be 40-70). The difference between this blood panel and one previous is that this shows the difference between my estradiol and estrone. My estradiol (88) is lower than it should be (100+),but not as low as the first test showed. My estrone is high (75 & should be < 60).
After going over the six pages of test results, we discussed extensively my various symptoms that I’ve been dealing with because of this significant hormonal imbalance. Most of the medical issues have been more severe since the initial hospitalization in 2015, but many have been present since puberty. We decided the best course of action is to implant testosterone pellets and take progesterone, estrodim (to metabolize the excessive estrone), and magnesium orally.
I have prided myself on being a "natural athlete" my entire life. Having people question me about being on drugs, usually because they are ignorant, has been something I have dealt with since high school. Even going through this HRT, I still consider myself natty. Bio identical hormone replacement therapy is to bring me to a "normal" hormone balance-- not to exceed normal levels as is the goal with most PED users. If I do get stronger because of this, neat. My only goal in making this investment is to feel better.
Here is a video clip of the pellet insertion procedure I had today. I didn’t feel anything. These pellets last 6 months. No lower body lifting until Sunday!
The doctor said I should start to feel the hormones doing their job in 10 to 14 days. I cannot express in words just how excited I am to start feeling better. To know that it hasn’t just been in my head… How for so many years even the simplest tasks feel like they take so much effort! To know that soon I will be able to wake up and feel "normal." The idea of living without so many of the symptoms that doctors have tried to Band-Aid with psychopharmaceuticals seems like a dream…I am trying very hard to not have too many expectations for this treatment, but I sure have a lot of hope!
This was an intake check list. Various symptoms are due to different hormone deficiencies. My main issue is no progesterone, so I’m taking that orally and they’ve put in the T pellets to help bring al my levels up to a normal range.